because my boredom has reached an all time high and I feel like since I haven't uploaded any ART in near ages I should at least let people who care know that I'm still alive. I have lots of stuff I'm working on (mostly school stuff unfortunately) and plenty of sketches and stuff for sites and whatnot but I have been much to tired or lazy to scan in much of anything. Maybe someday I'll finally get my head out of my ass and get on with it but not this weekend at any rate.

Good News:

I have a boyfriend. I'm a little nervous about it for lots of reasons but mostly I THINK I'm excited, I'm trying to be at any rate. I WANT this and I want him I'm just... apprehensive. This is to date my longest relationship with a guy and I'm just a little nervous is all. I'm sure I'll be fine (I have a habit of fighting through unwanted emotions) its just a little... yeah.

BUT ITS GOOD NEWS! I SWEAR! Ummm... I also finally finished my Art Education Application and short of taking the PRAXAS test I'm ready and raring to go. Which is both a relief and VERY exciting. I have my schedule planned for next semester... um... Oh! I'm doing a set of craft fairs with my mum. Short Caricatures for some extra cash, and either way I think it'll be a good way for me to bond with my mom, which I actually sort of miss. We still have a good relationship, but sometimes we have a good, adult relationship and I'd like to work on that more. (and I don't mean adult the dirty way sickos! We can talk about adult things and laugh and be almost friends.) I'm hoping I'll make some cash, maybe even get some clients, and at the very least bond more with my mother.

Not So Good News:

My schedule next semester is very compact, I have to get up early three days a week and go almost straight through till 4pm every day. I like the classes though so I hope it'll still work for me. Or well I like MOST of the classes at any rate, and get to have a studio class with Ashley again yay!!!!

I have almost no money, at all. Its killing me. Fortunately the boyfirend has cash (that is an ODD thing to say for me... I kind of like it. xD) so sometimes i can cop him into buying stuff for me... at least food at any rate. Its pretty nice.

Things that are just plain shitty:

The lack of cash thing goes hand in hand with the lack of job. I keep trying, and nothing keeps happening. Why is our damned economy in a fucking recession? I NEED a job. Not want, NEED. I can't afford supplies for school anymore and I WILL NOT keep asking my parents for cash because they're stressed enough handling my student loans till I graduate plus a mortgage and water bills and another teenager in high school who needs money for food and projects and trips with school. And not only do I want to put that added stress on my parents I DON'T want my sister to miss out on ANY of the things I got to do in high school, because its unfair.

THE FACT THAT I CAN'T GET MARRIED IN MY OWN STATE ANYMORE?! I mean WHAT THE FUCK MAINE?! That's utter bullshit. I need to protest more. And now I must depart from Art History and so I shall end this.

Till next time!